He got dressed and smiled for pictures. He was a happy little camper. So excited to start a new adventure...kindergarten. He jumped in the car and was rearing to go. Couldn't wait to get there. He waited patiently while Mommy took pictures of his big brother with his teacher. And happily skipped along with her towards his new classroom.
He found his name in the coat closet. And hung up his new Spiderman backpack (in which he kept one of his little buddies). He sat down at the table, eager to see his old friends and make some new ones. He asked Mommy quietly to read the book that was sitting on the table in front of him. He nervously looked around the classroom. He sat and watched a little girl clinging to her mother crying. He smiled when he saw his friend from kindergarten club.
And then.....
Mommy stood up to leave and kiss and hug him goodbye and.....those little lips started to quiver as he tried hard not to cry. He anxiously held on to his mommy's hand, not ready to say goodbye yet. Mommy edged her way out the door, while he watched his fellow classmates. He looked around for Mommy, not seeing her right away his lips trembled again. He smiled nervously when he spotted her standing by the door.
Mommy smiled (trying hard not to cry) as she waved one final goodbye to her precious little boy. He looked scared as she started out the door. Again, not wanting to cry in front of his new friends, his lips quivered again. Mommy waved and blew a kiss and then walked out the door. She peeked in the doorway one final time hoping he wasn't crying when he realized she wasn't going to stay with him.
Mommy walked towards the school door, feeling like she just left her heart behind in that kindergarten classroom. She walked to her waiting van, now empty. There will be no one going home with her today - on this the first day of school.
7 comments:
You just made me tear up. That is exactly how I felt last week when my baby started school and how I am going to feel again when my youngest starts preschool in 2 weeks. I hope it gets easier.
I got all choked up reading this. I'm sure when he gets home he'll tell u how much fun he had!
He'll have crazy fun and have big hugs for you when he gets home.
Oh man - you have me crying right now. My oldest starts kindergarten on Wednesday. (He too has Toy Story underwear and loves chocolate chip pancakes! :) I know I am going to have a hard time sending him off to school - I am really going to miss him. I hope your little sons first day went well.
Oh that picture is so sad. That made me want to cry. So did he like it? What did he say when you picked him up?
aww! my little guy doesn't start for one more year! how did it go by so fast???
Darn it, Charlene. Now, you've got my lips quivering, too. Funny I never got emotional with either of my kiddoes heading off to school. I bawled like a baby when my oldest left 6th grade headed to junior high, though. Good for you saying your good-bye and leaving your baby to enjoy his day, quivering lips and all. I think the faster the parents skedaddle, the faster the little ones can recuperate. I can only imagine how tough your 6th and final first day of kindergarten must have been for you. *hugs*
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